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Tiny hands around my fingers Somehow reach into my soul Tugging tightly on my heart strings A love I never will let go Little feet and great big smiles Hugs and kisses are the best In an instant, I'm forgetting All the sadness and the stress Those big blue eyes They light up the room I'll never do less than my best For you My life has changed In so many ways As if the emptiness I felt Was just holding your place I can't put it into words, Just how much you mean My beautiful angels You're the World to me

I am not supposed to feel this way So fragile, and open, and real It terrifies me I could break In ways I can't conceal My heart is running wild It seems to chase after you I never thought "we" would happen Yet somehow I always knew Everything about you The broken pieces inside The scars so deep they can't be seen The hurt you so frequently hide Trying to define reasons Why we belong together Is like attempting to pinpoint single strokes Of the greatest painting ever I love the ways you're damaged In many,  just like me Yet different enough to help me become The woman you know I can be Somehow I know it'll all be okay You've succumbed my fea

Waking up a different way It seems to happen every day The only part of me that stays the same Is the one always subject to change And everything has turned around The goddamn world is upside down I hide so I don't make a sound In fear that I may scream too loud Everything is beautiful Right before it goes to hell So graceful up until I fell Face first into the wishing well I banged my knee and bruised my shin Got all cut up somehow again It happens when the world gets in My armor is made out of skin I'm tired of being a hologram Decaying. I'm fading. I rot. A waste of space, warming a place In between the dream and the afterthought

Underneath the layers of what you try to pass as real All the residue remains from all you thought you shouldn't feel You can bury it so deeply That it almost isn't there And nobody will see it Not unless they truly care And all of those fragments The remaining debris You see as incomplete Are fucking beautiful to me And I guess I should have said so But I had no fucking clue That everything I buried Actually stood out to you And that one missing piece You never thought you'd find How is that it clicks just right And coalesces with mine? If it's wrong why do we feel this way? And why is this so hard? For even when we separate We're reachi

It's like a magnet to my heart When I hold you in my arms I will never forget When our eyes first met You could barely hold yours open yet It's all made so much sense Every day since I've never known love could be so immense I'm in this for you, no matter what lengths I must go to Regardless of hoops I may have to jump through You're my best creation. my masterpiece Everything beautiful that was left inside me

First comes the complaints Followed by the shouting The world becomes a scary place My wires are re-routing Now everything seems bitter Every word cuts to the bone Sometimes it's so much easier Simply to be alone Because people never get me No matter what I say At times it's in agreement They're offended anyway Suddenly I find myself Curled into a ball "What did I do that was so bad- Why do I care at all?" It's hard to tell with people That's just our world today So often we see black or white And can't acknowledge gray Often it seems the ones we like to blame The flaws we see in everyone else Are merely a defense mechanism Of the shame